Post a blog-a-phobia (A thought on fear)

“It is only natural to have fear, that is normal. Facing your fear head on, that however isn’t.” This thought came to me I liked it so much I thought on tweeting it and blogging it.

The reason for it is everyone can relate, beacause everyone has fears. The question is though “what should we be afraid of?”. There is a quote I heard from the 2009 film adaption of fame that goes a little bit along the lines of ” there are many things to fear…this, isn’t one of them.” Am I saying that some people’s fears are better than others? No, I mean I’m a teenager. My fears consist of approaching girls, exams, and getting rejected.

None of that matters. All that matters is how we approach them. Whether we decide to run from them, try to avoid them or face them head on. Either way we need to make a choice.

A Community in tears ( A thought on current event)

I know I have not been blogging much. Don’t think I fell off, alot had been happening in my town lately.

This weekend a fellow student of mine Matthew Braamse, committed suicide. Now I didn’t know Matt at all. Never spoke, made contact or even hardly see him. In fact didn’t know a thing about him till this weekend. From what I heard we had a lot in common.
Now it’s not like our town or school is big. (Remember two stop light) I didn’t know him because I’m a junior and he is a freshman and the year just started. Yet I feel sad. Not because I miss him, I feel sad because I don’t.   Feel sad because everyone around me is in tears and sadness. I feel sad because friends of mine who knew him are in pain. I also feel sad because no one in my town was aware of suicide and there for oblivious to the obvious signs he was giving ( based on what I heard). I would like to continue but I can’t.

All I can say right now, is I’m sad. I’m sad I don’t understand.

Take a Pic (a thought about a random day)

Today has been a good day, actually a full day. So I haven’t had much time to blog, but I thought why not do a quick post today.

As much I would like to write some sort of blog about 9/11 I have too much to write than I can currently express through this mobile app. Instead I would like to talk about why today was such a good day, than why it was bad. This is because if I were to pass away I would rather have people think of me and smile, than think of me and cry. And of course my heart goes out to all families who were affected by this tragedy. With that said will continue.

Today started out with me wearing one of my favorite outfits I have worn in a while. Don’t know about you, but I like blue 🙂 ( hey that rhymed)

Another reason today was good was beacause it was one of the most important days in a students life. Picture day.

As much as I would like to think I am photogenic when it comes to school pictures, I am not. In fact they make me look really ugly. Now I’m sure you’re just dying to see (or not) buy here it is.

Freshman

Sophomore

And of course this year.

Well that is all I have today. More next time.

P.S. I am blogging this off my phone so I did proof read. I apologize ahead of time for any mistakes.

Cords and Outlets ( A thought on Men and Women)

When I think of the difference between men and women, I picture that video still from the movie Robots where they showed their version of A Men and Women’s restroom.

I wouldn’t say I live with a lot of women, but i would say I live with ENOUGH women to understand a small percentage of what goes on in their mind. I am only a 11th grade teenager male, and I can only speak from experience and observation, and in my conclusion I realized one thing. NO WOMAN IS THE SAME! Unlike men, who live and act under a general set or rules with little differences depending on the male, women are much different. Now I am not saying that there aren’t a ton of similarities, because there are. What I am saying is that there are so many components that go into a woman’s mind, that not even one woman can help you fully understand another.

For  men it is easy there are some things we all do. One example is our thought process. For many things we happen to have little to no forethought. This can be when it comes to many things, lying, making decisions (not big ones, just deciding to do something stupid) and spending money. IF you’re a woman and you haven’t realized that then you don’t pay much attention. A lot of the times a simple friend saying “bro just do it” can decide whether we actually do it. Without even thinking about the repercussions. So next time  your friend, brother, or whatever says “I don’t know why I did it” just believe them, because it is probably true.

btw here is some pics of guys doing stupid things ( by some i mean 2)

Why do we always change? (A thought on becoming diffrent people).

My blog for today is based on a thought that I had early morning, or late last night if you would say. I felt that most people didn’t understand where I am coming from, but I am sure that you guys will get me . haha Now i have a lot to say on the say on the subject, but to save you and me both time I will touch on a little and save the rest for later.

“It’s funny seeing those that you have neglected. They go from something that you just rejected, to something you never expected”

This thought came from when I was viewing a profile of an old friend that I had not seen in a while. It was surprising to me how much they had changed and became into to someone so confident and unique. I guess the same would be for me. I am in fact a lot different myself. It is funny because everyone I know now don’t notice me changing, and the people I used to know do not say long enough to see the change.

What do I mean by “used to know”. Yes, that Goyte song does come to mind. I used to go to a different middle school and elementary school than everyone in my high-school. All they know of me is the little freshmen they met 3 years ago. For the people i used to know in elementary and middle school all they know of me is a scared, shy eighth grader. Since i do live in the same town with them,  we do occasionally see each other. All they may see is physical things such as weight loss, voice, or clothes (I had really bad fashion sense back then.). Most people try stay in contact with former classmates, especially when your whole eighth grade class was 19 people and you all live in a REALLY SMALL TOWN! (i’m talking 2 stop lights small) Yet not me, this probably because the only people who actually talked to me (my immediate friends, Josh, Joey, Michael) all moved to the same high school with me. And all the others ( mostly girls) went to another school, and didn’t even really talk to me at all.

No I am not mad, or dogging them. I understand that communication goes both ways and I was shy guy. I do however get irritated when they act as if we were close, when I was only close with the couple guys I was surrounded with.  All I was seen as was the weird, funny kid, with a great laugh. I know this because my yearbook consist of “you’re funny” and “I LOVE YOUR LAUGH!!” while my other friends got paragraphs. haha

Oh well who am I to complain though. How can I say I “know” them, when all I know is who they used to be. No one stays the same, they only adapt and change. We either adapt and change with them or just hold on to the memories of the people we once knew.

Well Hello There.

The fact that I am making this blog at night can only let you in on two things about me. One, being i am extremely bored and the second being that I a just have too many thoughts to actually fall asleep. Oh well 🙂

Now this is not actually my first blog. I would like to think that I would be good at this but now, only because i was a bit of a blogger back in 6th and 7th grade. Now my blog was not a huge success but it was a boat loads of fun. Plus it was about Club Penguin.

I can’t promise you that I won’t make grammatical mistakes (Everybody makes mistakes *Hannah Voice*), but i can promise you an front row seat to a teenage boy’s mind. Ask me questions, listen, understand, do whatever you want i just hope you like it. My goal is to make post revolving around random thoughts I have.

oh yeah here is a pic of me if you wanted to see

yes that would be a powerpuff girls shirt.

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